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[tsubame]

A particularly dismal practice session in preparation for tonight's lesson has left me defeated. Really, how long am I supposed to keep this up? I've been playing for nearly three months now, isn't that a little long to be trying and failing to produce consistant sound? When do I cross the line where patient persistance becomes stubborn stupidity? When should I just admit that I'm a hopeless failure? When do my efforts cease to be earnest and start to be pathetic?

Or did they already?

Or were they from the start?